Please God.

Funny thing how when you are in the thick of something bad, we pray "PLEASE GOD..." . In that crying out we try to live closer to his will, pray and read up on his moral standards.Thinking our sudden changes are permanent. Ha! :) In the mean time God says ,yes dear what is it you need? And because he is a wonderful father . He gives us that special one on one personal attention. Soon you're all better and must ,shall we say  go back to school. Our lives.things get back to normal, making dinner, hollering at the kids, overdrawing my bank account....Oh anyway.When the night comes and every one is sleep ..you  remember the time you spent close to the  father and  miss him.Sometimes I used  think I saw him here or there and I'd go running to him and it's not. father.But I know better now,GOD IS LOVE. 

Feeling my oats

Six weeks into my 50th year I'm feeling my oats, just a bit.I have new mantra's and old sayings that I know are true, For I've tried and tested them all.as they have me.:) oddly enough I'm learning to put me first, for real! I never have before. I was a selfish child and my mother made it a point to rid me of that.She over did it. One day I'll tell you about a particular Christmas. Any who, I'm also learning I have obviously over come some BAD stuff! I thought not much of.Oh I have been pissed beyond belief and I've had a hundred pitty parties ooooooooo I got high and low,the thing is I never  knew it wasn't happening to you too. I'm learning my experiences were unique and in themselves inspiring, Everytime I came through one thing my faith was renewed in God and all that he has given. If nothing else I'm learning Im everything I 've always wanted to be, a perfectly wonderful me!.

Can't tell people anything

I say and have heard 'I can show you better than I can tell you.' I have tried to tell my children things to keep them safe, strong, secure and well. Do they listen? Humm? I have told my girl friends about their no good dirty boyfriends do they listen? hum? I have tried to tell close friends this one or that one is on dope. Do they listen? Hum?Now I just don't say a thing. life can show you better than I can tell. I hate my words to fall on death ears. Why do people live as if they don't have to face tomorrow? It's more than I can understand.If you don't live to get old you will die young..n so not only should we save up monies for tomorrow we should also store up love. That is one thing you, me and we will always need. Invest in love.Give when you have not, go when you would not, be patient when you have non, be humble 'long suffering and kind...' Your witness is in heaven!

Miki Howard "Unsung"

Wow it is super exciting to have my life out for everyone to see.The whole time my life has been going on I thought something was different. but you know this is my first time and all I knew was what I was shown.Like a child born in France is French.I find the things my great grandmother taught me way back when I was a tot are the things  that I leaned on to get me through the worst of times.My Madaer took me to church constantly in Menphis&;Her faith in God was astounding.there was no reading I don't thing she could read.It was a genuine, real relationship with God.She passed that to me,and no matter what I have maintained my faith in God,I believed he was watching me.Many times I know he was watching me. i know he came to places he does not go,just to pick me up,I know he saw me diasapoint myself and yet told me I could never disapoint him because he knows my heart. I know he will wash you white as snow.I feel like a child that played in the mud and mommy put in a warm tub, fed red beans and rice with fried chicken and corn bread! thank you.Miki

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