People have alot of nerve.

. Do you know you can do everything for someone and they can turn arround and say ,You did what you were suppose to do.It has happened to me at least three times , YES! my own off spring... one of these old days I will get to say that to them lawd  me pleezzzzzz.lol That's sorta understandable kids are ... but when someone that didn't come out of your  ( loins) hummmmm?

speak no evil

I am so dissapointed in a person I know, or thought I knew. Seems nobody is on the up and up. Trust is the most difficult thing to hold on to as this aging process matures me. I haven't 5 people in my life I completely trust. Not because I don't want to but because they themselves have proven to me I can not trust them. I need to be able to trust .I'm thinking God only knows a persons heart. All we have are the actions. I do not judge people for the eternal life issue only on how they will effect my life. I vote to arrest them and get them out of my way.That I do have the authority to do.

Happiness is ...

We all strive to be 'happy' I think happiness is relative. If  The striving for happiness becomes your happiness, who am I to say you are not happy? The struggle should be at least interesting, like an algebra class.. If you get it, you can use it, sooner or later. Most times in  a situation where no one knows the answer but you.Yes the  freedom to find happiness is it self a reason to be happy. Enjoy your peaks AND valley's.Oh I found some wonderful treasures in my valleys. self esteem, courage, humility,honor,whole love,so many little jewels I'd long forgotten, now there were a few worms in the apples i found on the ground , i cut them out and made some pretty good apple pie. lol :).

timeles classics

Boy oh boy people like to use the word legend when referring to folks that are at best a short story. I do love a good timeless classic. I see young children stop and listen to music that was made many years before I was born and I think now that' s a timeless classic. I like that term so much better. LEGENDARY is fab. but should be  earned .

I wish I had turned 50 20yrs ago!

O.M.G.! if i had only known I would feel this good I would have speeeeed it up1 I tell you i feel like the world has been lifted from my shoulders.thhe children are grown , gone and happy. I have a fabulous grad daughter (who by the way is quite talented ) a good healthy intimate life, career goals still left to achieve and GOD"S hand in mine. WHOA!! Keep living! Keep living! Keep living!

MY BIG 50 TODAY1

I'm so thrilled to be turning 50.I've lived all my life to be this age,lol. I remember being a child thinking ' when I turn fifty i would be half a century old.WHAT A BIG DEAL that would be, and it is. AS I rake through the memories I find little jewels I 'd long forgotten I had. Oh I have seem many come and go, I've been loved and disapointed many times over. I raised 3 children alone, been awarded and rewarded.Abused, used, amused, humbled, hardened, seasoned and most of all highly favored and blessed by GOD. I can only say thank you heavenly father GOD Almighty.Let my life bare witness today that God is alive and he is truly 'Our father' I have learned the bible really is the truth and we should believe the words of the wise.I've learned to believe myself and how to make my own shoes.Most of all I have learned GOD IS LOVE.

HE LOST HIS MOTHER

There are no words for my happiness today. I have my sisters son here with me, I lost my older sister Pam, several years ago.I never liked he husband especially during her illness.Once Pam died it got worse,so I wasn't allowed to see her children two bots I love very much. Well the oldest just moved out to go to college,he contacted me via face book .I have him here with me now .I am so happy.Although I didn't expect the profound sadness I see he has. He lost his mother. But i have him now. :)